A large window with a view of nothing

Here comes another "weepy weepy, woah is me" blog entry. I've recently been tempted by the bells and whistles of another job position at my fair company and its causing me to have big life questioning/ self-worth bouts of panic. I just don't know if I could leave my current and cushy situation, despite the lack of real money-- they pay me in sacks of peanuts. I don't know anymore, kids. Lots of pros and cons to weigh and consider. Every aspect about me right now seems to be undergoing constant judgements of this nature though. I'm looking out my window with a view of nothing (worth looking at). This all probably makes zero sense. Sorry. Oops, gotta head out to a recording session. Back to reality.